There’s been a ton of words put on Christ. Perhaps more than anyone in history.

This is not about words, unless you are counting my silly little prayers like, “Jesus please help me”, or “Jesus please show me what your true spirit is like”, or something like that. Sometimes these prayers actually get me somewhere. It’s almost like I go, or am taken into another dimension or reality or something. My perspective on everything changes and becomes much better and clearer.

Don’t know how else to explain it. Sorry if this seems a bit corny or foo-fooy or something. It is corny when it’s put into words, but the experience is not.

Robert said
Please don’t apologize for describing your experience. It sounds like you’re describing or defending the validity of something that has traditionally been called private revelation. Revelation occuring outside of and apart from scripture or tradition as defined by church authoritative teaching. To the extent that you claim that it isn’t mediated by the Christian tradition and scriptures or human imagination, it would seem like you’re claiming some sort of direct connection to God. Is that not how you see it? 
  

I think it’s more to Christ. God is kind of too vast and overwhelming to me, though perhaps I’m getting better with this; Idk.

Do you think this is something unusual or something that doesn’t happen to many people?

Robert said

Helen Young said 
I think it’s more to Christ. God is kind of too vast and overwhelming to me, though perhaps I’m getting better with this; Idk.

Do you not believe in the Trinity, that Jesus Christ is fully God, the second person of the Trinity (also fully human, by the way)?

  

I believe in all three of them: Jesus, the Holy Spirit, and God. What their exact relationship is Idk. Do I think Jesus is God and all of God? Idk, God seems a lot bigger and vaster than Jesus is to me. That doesn’t mean Jesus isn’t the savior and the Christ and all that. I think God is in Jesus, and Jesus is in God in the Spiritual sense. I kind of think of it like when a person feels like they are one with another person. It can be a best friend, a partner, a family member, or perhaps even an acquaintance or a stranger. It can be for a few seconds, a few minutes, hours, days, or a lifetime. They are two separate people, but at the same time they are one.

I kind of see this as how Jesus and God are one. They are two separate people or beings, but at the same time they are one. One in spirit and in mind and consciousness, one might say.

Helen Young said 
Robert said

Do you think this is something unusual or something that doesn’t happen to many people?  

I think it is extremely common but that it is mediated through human culture, Christian tradition, scripture, and human imagination.
  

I think it can happen both ways. Both through culture and traditions, and independently, with or for or through the individual. Perhaps some other ways as well.